When I'm with you I'm always in the background, I've always been and I always will be. My dream is success. To have meaning in my life, to make it. To sing my feelings in front of thousands of people watching. People wanting to hear only my voice, not yours. People who think I'm beautiful, not you. Being all dressed up in the clothes I've chosen. Im dreaming of a life in the spotlight, but instead I'm stuck here in the shadows of your beauty. Someday I'm going to get rid of my fear of failure and get up on that stage with nothing to lose and be the girl i want to be. Til' then I'm going to keep on strugglin', 'cause somehow I know it'll be all worth it in the end, when I'm no longer afraid, and allow myself to feel the happiness i think i deserve. Because no friendship and no lover can make me feel the same happiness as the happiness i feel when i sing. I just have to let it go...