Afraid to get burned.
Too afraid to open my eyes. I'm blinded, don't want to see. All the time afraid. Everyday afraid. But i always end up looking. Seeing things that was not meant to be seen. Feeling this that was not meant to be felt. Why? Why am I doing this to myself? Have I not hurt enough? Is there even an answer? They take room. My room. Making it... ordinary. Like it's no big deal. Like they all feel this way. That's why I can't step forward. I can only step back. Because I don't want to be compared. And I don't want to take the risk of not being trusted. It's just better.. so much better. If I just stay in the background. All alone. And just... being myself.
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Postat av: Josefine
You are better than most of the people in this world, and you have gone through things that a person never should have to experience. And you know what? You are the strongest person I´ve ever known and I look up to you, I really do.
Youre a great friend, listener and a fantastic person! I love you, I hope you know that.
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